Life has been a lot better now that I am feeling better and finally found out what the heck was happening to me. Ever since I had Aila I never quite felt 100% normal, which I heard was normal haha. But than after the holidays is when it hit me super hard. Todd was returning back to the academy and working a lot and I guess I was just overwhelmed and stressed out O-Mega! Now I do have a history of anxiety and I have gotten a panic attack before, but never like this! Anyways I finally went to the doctor and they had told me that I had GERD, which is acid reflux disease and Postpardum depression. UGHH!! It has been about 2 months of hell on and off wondering what was going on with me. It was seriously scary and I never want to go through that again. SO with some help from meds that I have to be on for about 3-6 months to level out my hormones I am doing a lot better. Aila and I have been going on walks everyday and just trying to stay busy. Aila is getting so big! She is my little buddy! She knows her mama for sure...hehe as of now I know I'm her favorite :)

Aila enjoying the swing at the park!
Her first swing ride...
I think she liked it, considering that It probably felt the same as her swing at home, which she loves and naps in every day! What would we do without that swing!? ;)